The truth always comes out, even if it takes awhile.

:)

I have never had an enemy, and then I did, and now, I would like to think I don't. I get anxiety over that shit. My biggest fear was running into them and having to be a bitch, or having them confront me for something I wasn't actually doing.

But they apologized. And it was nice. Some people spend their whole lives wronging others and never apologizing. Saying your sorry is very important for both sides. You should always accept it because you gotta give respect to people who want to make things right again.

I did learn a lot though. I learned that everything I (or anyone) put on the internet gets scrutinized and dissected. People like to think they know you based on profiles and pictures.

My favorite part about this whole thing, was discovering that there are people who feel the need to be famous based on...well...being on the internet too much(?) hahaha. The Jeffree Stars and Audrey who-gives-a-shits are so lame. There are little girls who look up to these people cuz they have nobody to look up to. Where did the mothers go? And where did any sort of idol go?

The only character I ever remembered looking up to and wanting to be like was Cinderella and the Little Mermaid. I felt a connection to them because they both started out in a situation that seemed hopeless, but managed to pull through, and live happily ever after. These new false idols have no happily ever after because their lives seem so shallow and empty. Its high school all over again and they just want to be popular. When I graduated high school, I graduated from the stupid popularity contest and just became myself, which was a breath of fresh air.

Is it not cool to just look up to yourself?

Too many people waste their time googling false idols, when they could be googling ANYTHING else that opens your mind and furthers your life.

**BREATHES IN**

Feels good to lead MY life.

On to the next chapter....