All I normally need to get over something negative is a good night sleep.


I know it sounds cheesy but right now I am trying to look at the positive about all of this.

So I'm taking the cheque and paying off my credit card.

I'm going to take the bus for a bit (ouch) but that will at least it will help save the earth.

I am saving up to buy a sweet bike and get in shape by biking to both my jobs.


Oh life, how you like to mess up my plans.


Fuck, maybe I can find something on auto trader.

I think I need another good night sleep.


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Thanks to all my friends who have said nice things or have taken me out for Dairy Queen. Means a lot to have your awesome support. (Tin Roof Blizzard is AMAZING)

xo

p.s should i get a donate button? hahahaha


p.p.s I have been listening to this song on repeat....

MGMT - Time To Pretend

I'm Feelin rough I'm Feelin raw I'm in the prime of my life.
Let's make some music make some money find some models for wives.
I'll move to Paris, shoot some heroin and fuck with the stars.
You man the island and the cocaine and the elegant cars.

This is our decision to live fast and die young.
We've got the vision, now let's have some fun.
Yeah it's overwhelming, but what else can we do?
Get jobs in offices and wake up for the morning commute?

Forget about our mothers and our friends.
We were fated to pretend.

I'll miss the playgrounds and the animals and digging up worms.
I'll miss the comfort of my mother and the weight of the world.
I'll miss my sister, miss my father, miss my dog and my home.
Yeah I'll miss the boredom and the freedom and the time spent alone.

But there is really nothing, nothing we can do.
Love must be forgotten. Life can always start up anew.
The models will have children, we'll get a divorce,
we'll find some more models, Everything must run its course.

We'll choke on our vomit and that will be the end.
We were fated to pretend.