and i went through a bunch of them the other day. I was pretty talented for a 13 years old. I wrote over 200 poems that I am putting into a personal book. Isn't weird going back and reading your thoughts and feelings as teenager? I was messed up. hahaha. I'm still messed up. I think I need to get back to writing more and expressing myself through literature. If only to read them when I'm old and realize i am messed up.

I will share them with you soon. I have to find a good one that represents my life now.

I have a weird feeling of something. I can't put my finger on it, but I don't fill good. I'm not sick but I'm not well. I feel like I'm not doing something that I should be doing. Grrr. I kinda feel anxious. Yet, I don't know why.

I got to get ready to go to punkradiocast. Hopefully the drive will clear my head.

I am having terrible dreams. Maybe thats it. My sub conscience is eating my soul.